Note 67

I've been listening to the best music that made by Billi. It is very beautiful. I like it. It seems the pianist smashed. 

After a lot of days, I think two weeks, I come back. I read a post from Mohamadreza Shabanali two days ago and I depressed. I really was sad and cry because unpleased from myself. I want to grow, I want to make my dreams come true, I want to change myself. I don't want to live same as my parents. That was the pain of challenge. I have a lot of dreams. This life is important for me and I know we are mortal. I know we died and this life is important for me. 

so Be Promiser to your life.

Note 66

I have to find a job, I don't want to be an employee. I like to be an entrepreneur but I have a problem! you need money. So I want to need a job and it is a defective cycle.

I prefer to be a freelancer and write some post on the web. I don't like to write them on my website. I hope that I find a website and write and exercise here. Please pray for me because I need. 

.Be hopeful

Note65

Sometimes I think that writing English is a hobby for me and I don't take seriously it! Maybe I can't realize my progress in writing skill. Writing English in Medium or some same community is being helpful. I don't know. 

I decide to write 5 posts on my private account every week. Maybe it's the best idea I write one of them in English. I have some friends there who they live foreign.

Have a good night.

Note 64

Today I had a discussion with my friend, and it wasn't good. Because we are nervous and upset. We decided to discuss later.

I watched two part of three colors who directed by Kishlofski. they are great and I think I need to watch again. They are French movies. I think many French words are similar to English so If you can speak English, you will learn French easier. 

Be Smile.

Note63

Today I've had a lot of work to do. I don't write the post on my blog yet. Actually, I don't know what do I wrote?

I have some idea but they need to think. 

I think my writing in English is awful. This process doesn't have significant growth. I want to write in Medium but there is very professional and I have stress. Maybe I haven't written anymore!

Be Strong

Note62

I've had a headache since this morning and it is continuing! I ate a tablet but it didn't work. 

Anyway, I should write some articles about photography. I think it's difficult or perhaps I think. I can write, I know but don't have confidence! I'm worried about that. I speak to myself and say you wrote before and you can. Just do it and don't give up.

Be Strong.

Note 61

I think we should choose the job that we like it. It is very important because when we like our job, we're trying to get better into it and we're learning lots of things. It helps us to grow.

I gave up on my job a few hours ago because I didn't like my job and I found I couldn't do something that I didn't like.

I didn't have to do it because....

Be strong

Note 60

I've been spending the last days of this month so I haven't any money. I can't use the taxi or buy something! This is funny and tragic. Anyway, I can get a job today and it seems that everything will be Ok. I don't know I have to go to the work on Thursday or not. 

I need to go to take photos and get a journey so I need to go to Tehran. I hope I don't go to the work on Thursdays. 

Be free.

Note 59

I think the art of living is to choose! We haven't infinity time, one day we have to die. Because of this, we have to choose between a lot of situation and finally be satisfied when we should leave this world.

Today I should choose between to be independent and to follow my favorite class that is photography critique.

I choose the first. It was important to me and I need to get money and be independent. I promise myself that I do whatever for my interesting works.

Be strong.

Note58

I should write a note here yesterday, but I didn't. I confess I got lazy. Anyway, I'm writing now. I saw a film from Kiarostami that name was "Kiarostami's Road" and It was very good. When I saw Kiarostami went to the roads and villages I thought he was free. He traveled by car and a camera and he made a film easily, just when he had an idea, he started making a film.

I want to be free, like him. I want. 

Be free.