Sometimes I am very sad and unhappy, sometimes I behave like as a kid! curious and free, sometimes I am wise and serious. I don't know who am I? which feature describes me? And I suffer because I can't understand.
These days I'm reading books a lot, I'm drowning in the library and looking at the title of books. I love it. That is the only things that calm me!
Be good.
I think I check a lot my social media accounts. That's not good because I can't do other works, for example, reading books and searching on the web and washing my dishes. Sometimes I should do some of them like as reading book or writing here so I have to go to my bed later and then I'll wake up later.
Today my friend who is Mohammadreza called me and I have been being glad. He reminds me and it's worst for me. My idea is: have the
best friends are the best things in the world.
Thanks Mohammadreza
Be Good.
We have been an earthquake recently, it has been too hard and 7.2 Rechter. My friend's mother has been in Iraq from one week ago. My friend is worry about her mother. I hope she is healthy and we haven't any victims.
I lost my blue notes and vocabulary notes on the bus, and it was bad. I'll hope to find them tomorrow. You know, I think my notes are my children and I love them. I'm so sorry and I must be more careful.
And for the last paragraph:
Lots of people have lived in my mind all day and I need a vacuum cleaner!
Be Good.
Yesterday I promised myself that I've never given up. But I don't know why I like sadness and depression?! I know if I write on my personal page I will be worst but I like it!
I haven't any money and I like to go into Hoze Soltan lake on the weekend.
In these days, reading book in the library is the best work that I do and hope it doesn't stop.
Everything will be ok. I know.
Something in our life is important, Sometimes we know them and decide based on them. I think if we pay attention to our decision we can understand a lot of things about our values and priorities.
We have a lot of regrets because don't know our priorities. We should find them.
I know interests, cognition and experience are among most priorities in my life and my decisions are based on these.
I'm happy that I know myself.
Be strong
Today I was happy. I wrote two posts on my website, edited my photos for festivals and come back to my account in Google plus.
furthermore, I have an idea for Nourooz celebration, I want to read a little book and record my voice and share it with my friends. Maybe I design a poster and postal cart too.
I want to live. I know I lose my love but want to earn more love.How? just you should love your people around of you. It's important and I think street photography can help me.
I read Erik Kim website today, He wrote about the worth of life. I think that was great. I prefer you read it.
Be hopeful:)
Sometimes others humiliate you, like as my mom. They don't know what they do that and think you don't understand and won't understand. I don't in this situation what can I do. I lose my energy and confidence.
I want to start again and try to be my self for myself not for my mom or dad or Mis blogger.
I know who I am.
Be strong.
I'm listening to a good music that made by Fariborz Lachini. I'm getting better so I'll have some programs., like as to write some articles about photography and to edit my photos and send to festivals. I'll hope to do all of them.
some minutes ago, I listen to the podcast from Pari on Saboktar site. She spoke about her life story. It was interesting. You know sometimes I said to myself: If I want to think logically, what happens? what will I do?
I don't know. I always don't know. I know I can't to live in a dormitory or work a lot.
Be strong.
