Note 10

Today, I was upset. You now sometimes you find out something weren't you think. People left you and you stay with their dreams. It's not reality. And we shouldn't live in our dreams. 

Every day I sit in my chair and work with my laptop again and again. 

Today I published my note that's about one photo, about the story of hands. 

My friend was sad too but I didn't do this. I just wrote my emotions. just this. 

My English teacher replied my email too. He said I work on pronunciation of words. 

I decided work as a freelancer. I haven't any picture of future. I hope this idea work.

Have a good night

Quote9

“I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.” 

― Marilyn Monroe

من ادم خوبی هستم اما فرشته نیستم، من گناه می‌کنم اما شیطان نیستم. من در این دنیای بزرگ یک دختر کوچولو هستم که دنبال آدمهایی هست که بهشون عشق بورزه.

مرلین مونرو

Note 9

Sometimes I have many works to do, like today. I wrote a post for my website about Instagram. Yesterday I wrote about it here, I expanded and published it. I'm reading a book about photography which Susan Sontag wrote it. It's very complicated. I don't understand and confused. But I got some key words and I hope these help me to understand better.

Some times writing English is too hard and I lose my motivation. I don't know it's work or no but I try and try and try. 

Oh, you think I will write here 100th post

:)

Have a good night

Quotes8

“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” 

― Ralph Waldo Emerson

در جهانی که هر لحظه تلاش می کند تو را به کاملترین شکل تبدیل کنه، خودت باش.

امرسون

Quotes7

“Without music, life would be a mistake.” 

― Friedrich Nietzsche, Twilight of the Idols

 زندگی بدون موزیک یک اشتباه بود.

نیچه

Note8

I didn't like Instagram for below reasons:

Every day a lot of images are published. A lot of images are similar, in style and concept and content.

We haven't the choice. We should look them. And it seems everyone takes a photograph similar. It's not another choice. 

Furthermore, the images explain where are you and what do you do and what do you eat now.

you know, images convert to the document of your routines. 

Some people are a celebrity and advertise and get a lot of money and they aren't photographers. They are fake.

Instagram is a social media and It's not for photographers. It's for everyone without photographers.

Have a good night

Quotes6

“We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are.” 
― Anaïs Nin

ما اطرافمان را آن طور که هست نمی‌بینیم، بلکه آن طور که می‌خواهیم می‌بینیم.

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” 
― Albert Einstein

تنها دو راه برای زندگی وجود داره، یا هیچ چیزی معجزه نیست یا همه چیز معجزه است.

Note 7

Today I wrote a note on my website. It takes 2 or 3 hours. and after that, I read a book about Photography. This book is too difficult. It is about the history of Photography and author speaks critically about images and photographer and century we live now. 

But I think everyone who likes photography and wants to be professional should read it.

My Dad invites her father tonight, my grandma had a surgery two days for her knees. And she went to Tehran and my grandpa was alone. 

I should read books more. I don't know, you know some times I am tired. I like to sit in the corner and think. Just thinking.

Maybe thinking is very easy But reading books is very hard.

Have a good night

Quotes 5

“But better to get hurt by the truth than comforted with a lie.” 

― Khaled Hosseini

اینکه از حقیقت صدمه بخوری بهتر از اینه که از با یک دروغ آرامش داشته باشی.

خالد حسینی

Note 6

I give a book as a gift right now. I surprised. I didn't think some people who are kind and effective like as Yavar lives in 21 century. I understand these people live in every century and every time. But maybe it depends on you that you meet them.

I was lucky. very lucky. because I meet them. I hope not to leave this path. I liked this path. It's difficult. you know. It's very difficult because some times you were tired and decided to leave this path but you should stay. 

Today I watched a Ted video that Leili Golestan had a speech there. and she said the life is a gift. we shouldn't be the creditor of it. we should be the debtor to it. I think she said true.

Be the first role of your life.