Note 22

Nowadays, I don't work hard. For example editing and reading and taking a photo. I don't know, I want or I need to talk to somebody. But I think everyone escapes from me. I think I lose every body. I don't know what do I want. maybe I go away.  that is something I really want?! or not?! Any thing isn't worse than you don't understand what do you want.

You know some times I will behave and then I regret it, any behavior. Perhaps I don't know myself and my values and miss my faith. I don't know I want to be alone or not or who's my friend? I haven't any list which has my friend's feature.

I confused. 

Have a good night.